Dear Blog,

Today, as I was working, I got scolded by one of the customers. As today is a sunday, there would usually be a lot of customers in the restaurant. Today is no exception. It is fully packed such that we have a long waiting list of the rest of the customers that doesn't have any available seats.

There is this family of 5, seems to be waiting for quite a long time as well for their dinner at our restaurant. When I was told to send them to a table as the table is ready for them, I got scolded by one of the customer. He said," Are you sure the table is ready? Don't tell me to walk back to the entrance to wait for another table again." Seriously, I don't know what he was talking about. All I know is he sounds pissed, and might have been waiting for very long to their seats.

I reassure them that the table is ready, and then I send them to the table with all the menus in my hand. After they were seated, that customer started to scold me again. Saying that they have waited very long and yada yada yada. I apologized to them (like its all my fault), and explained to them that there is a long waiting list, and no available table left in the restaurant, hence unable to find their seats. But then, he scolded me again. "I don't want to hear your problems. Now the least you can do is to send our food quickly."

My smile disappeared for a few seconds and soon recovered. I kept quiet this time as I distribute the menus to them. See, I am not a waiter in the restaurant. My job here is to send the customers to their table, and give them menus. "the least you can do is to send our food quickly"? I have nothing to say here. He sounds so pissed I tell you. So fucking pissed like its all my fault. I was smiling to them almost the whole time I swear! Why the fuck must this happen to me?

The story doesn't end here. After distributing the menus, I went back to the entrance to carry on my work. After a few minutes, that angry customer came to find me and ask me that he wanted to order now. I told him that I am not a waiter here and can't make order for me, and then I told him that I will get a waiter for him.

Then, I rushed to find a waiter in the restaurant. I managed to find one. But then, when I got back, there is another waiter taking their orders already. A few minutes later, that customer came and ask me where is his waiter. I said that I saw a waiter taking orders for you, so didn't call another waiter. He understood. He then carry on and said that he wanted the waiter to quickly give the order to the kitchen as he was taking down another order beside the customer's table. I understood, as I talked to the waiter about an angry customer want his order to be send to the kitchen now.

After this, he didn't ask for more. I got back to my work and they got their food. After an hour or so, I completely forgot about that customer. As I opened the restaurant doors for the customers to come in and out, I saw that customer going out of the restaurant, saying a very soft 'thank you'. Wow. All that scolding lead to a soft 'thank you' ah. So soft that it barely hold any significant. Haiz. What a wonderful world.

And I have common test tomorrow! Need to sleep now before I overslept for my test. Good night.

Life is like..

Dear Blog,

Have you ever heard of people saying life is like a box of chocolate, life is like a game of chess etc.? I mean I have no problem with that phrases as long as they have good reasons. But something with that phrases just bothers me. Life is like.. Don't you find that weird?

Okay, why would people ever say life is like something? Which one comes first? Life or a box of chocolate? Life has always exist in this world. A box of chocolate may not necessary exist without life of a human being. So if life is so much older than a box of chocolate, why would you say life is like something instead of the other way round? A box of chocolate is like life?!

Perhaps life is so complex sometimes. Filled with uncertainty and disappointment, that many people don't understand the meaning of life. Hence, a box of chocolate, being the more simple one to understand, is sometimes use as a comparison for life.

But how can you do that? Imagine you being a older person. And you met new people in the outside world. Then these people that just know you, would starts to make comparison with a 4 years old boy that they knew a lot about, because you two looks similar. "You look like my 4 years old newphew." WTF.

How the hell would you feel? Being said to look like a 4 years old kid. Similarly, how would life feels? When the fact that you are living in one. YOU BREAK ITS HEART!

haha

kc says:

oh yah. haha

xxx still like xxx meh??

J says:

dk la

he pervert

he like auntie margaret also

LOL

kc says:

OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

BEST JOKE!!!

omg J!! make me laugh so much!!!!!!

Dear Blog,

OMG. I realised that I have been ranting a lot in my twitter. That's so sad because I don't usually show people my sad side on social network. Haiz. Why is my life so sucky? Why must God make me so miserable? There is so many problems I have right now and I don't know how am I going to cope with all of them.

Will make life change for the better? Or is this year my unlucky year? Will next year be a more exciting, promising year for me?? ): ): ):

omg

Omg. I can't study anymore! There is just too many things to do like work and piano and play (lol) that I can't find myself sitting on a clean, neat table and writing notes. I tried to study for my Aps quiz, and I told I studied quite a lot. But in the end, I don't think I would score well. Is like studying doesn't even make a difference! omg omg. And I have a feeling that my managers hate me. WHATEVER LAH. I want to quit that fucking job already. But I just kept on dragging and dragging. Tests are coming, datelines for homeworks are nearing. I should really start studying and doing them. But I got no time! I need my play time too! ):

haiz

Dear Blog,

Can I seriously fucking quit my job now?! I can't believe that I'm still working. But where can I get money besides working my ass up? zz. My whole day is occupied by some stupid shit like working, piano and stuff. I can't even go out with my friends! FUCK sia.

But I need money! I can't possibly depend on my parents to give me money now, knowing that my Dad has no job now and my Mum is trying her best to sustain this family. Haiz. I have the feeling that my life is going to be THIS bad even until I get older. WTF lah! Why can't my family be richer? HAIZ.

I really don't want to work already. Serious shit! I have to work till 1am and reached home around 3am. THE FUCK! How can a Full Time student take up such a job?!

Okay I'm done complaining which is of no use at all. I'm actually studying right now. There is going to be lots of quizzes and tests coming up. I hope I won't fail. I had not been studying at all! OMG. I'm so dead lah. seriously, gg.com/kcisgoingtodiesoon

Balloons

Dear Blog,

I'm going to work later. And everytime I go to work, I have to like distribute balloons to the kids. lol.

And that actually got me thinking. Why do people like balloons?? LOL. I know they are colourful and all, but everyone could only have like one balloon! So that means you can only have one colour, which is not colourful already!

And many kids are scare of balloon popping. It created a loud sound which give the kids a big shock, and they cry. lol. So why the fuck do kids love balloons?! Balloons suck and have no useful application to the real world. What were the people thinking of promoting, selling, buying, taking, blowing balloons?? OMG. haha.

That's all. Thank you blog. Bye! (:

Seriously, I hate all of you. Fucking inconsiderate bitches, only thinking about yourselves. FUCK all of you. I hate work, I hate school, I hate life. I want a better life NOW! I need fucking money now! My Dad got fired and now he is always so fucking irritating. My life is completely ruined.

Problems, problems

Dear Blog,

Today I just want to share with you about problems. I'm not feeling sad now, nor am I complaining about it. I just want to tell the whole world that, everyone have problems!

The reason I'm blogging this right now, is because of some other people, like me, have problems too. But apparently, they do not take it too well. They cried, felt emo, and ALWAYS would share their problems with me or their friends. Which is actually not a bad thing, but when they reacted to their problems in this way, make me feel even fucked up when the fact that I already got my problems, and I still have to entertain them.

As you know, I don't usually share with people about my problems. Nor would I freaking cry over it. Not saying that its bad to cry or it shows that you are weak. I did cried last thursday and my whole family caught me crying. How I fucking hate my life.

Yeah, so thats all I want to say. Everyone would face problems in their life. And do cheer up if you're feeling upset! Its not the end of the world! God with guide you along through your toughest times. Everything is gonna be alright...

hey.

Why am I so sad? Because I love you??

Thursdays

Dear Blog,

Have you ever fear of every thursday? Fear of that day to come because of something you need to do on that day, and you know you have to go through it every week? Cause I have. And its not always thursday. For me, its every thursday, friday, saturday and sunday.

My life is literally ruined my these days. All shall I say, half of the week. Yes yes, today is thursday, and I got work later. I fucking hate work now and I really want to quit ): I really want to end all this problem right now. But should I?

Friday, that is the day when people are celebrating, when people are the most happy among the weekdays. Why? Its TGIF baby! But for me, its another hell to go through. See, I got piano lesson on that day. Problem is, I never practice for piano for a very long time. Reason is, I got so many things to do. School, work, etc. ): And everytime I go to my piano lesson, I will always get scolded by my piano teacher. Haiz. I hate her ):

Furthermore, my piano examination are around the corners. And I have so many things to do along with it. How the hell can I continue living in this world? If I die now, will all my problems be gone? And will I go to a better place? I'm really really depressed right now.

I'm actually blogging in the morning because my brother is always using my laptop to play games in the night. So I do not have the chance to blog. Now its 6.54am, and I need to leave my house on 7am. Yeah, have to go now, bye.

(:

Fucking don't take my for granted BITCH. Not that I'm being nice to you means that I'm easily bullied or somehow made to be your servant or what. (lol) Fuck sia! I'm sick of being nice! I totally don't deserve the treatment afterwards. FUCK ALL THAT SHIT.

Luck

Dear Blog,

Today is an awesome awesome day for me. Can't freaking believe that how fun my day can be. haha.

The day starts off with me being late for school. I was marked as absent but I was only like 1 min late for school. WTF! ): Then I realised that I can't access to Twitter in school. My school have somehow banned Twitter or something. Bad bad day to start off with.

Boring lectures in school. It so happen that I'm still sick and couldn't focus on the lectures. Occasionally I would feel so emo that I kept writing sad face on my lecture notes. LOL. I'm so emo.

But how come I said that I have an awesome day?? no, I'm not being sarcastic. After school, I met Hayati, Asriq and Peiyi at boat quay. It was the usual talk, laugh, chat, play. So so fun! I can't believe how my luck changes so fast. o.o

LOL. My face like the same only. -.-

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I actually believe in fairness in this world. LOL. What I mean is, if your life sucks in the morning, chances of you getting a better life in the evening is higher. Does that make sense?? See, luck is like two different colour pens. One is black, one is red.

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The black pen represents the amount of good luck you have, and the red pen represents the amount of bad luck you have. If your day starts off badly, you are using your red pen to write things. Soon, the red pen will run out. And when that happens, you have to use your black pen to write instead. And by writing with the black pen, you are actually having good luck. OMG.

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Actually I learnt that theory from my friend. Just wanted to share. lol. Its lame I know. But logical! :D haha. And oh yah. Thank you God for giving me such a great time today (:

MRT

Dear Blog,

I didn't go to work today because I'm sick. But I did take the MRT on the way to work. lol. Speaking of MRT, I really hate taking the train to places.

First of all, it is always crowded in the morning or during peak hours. All of us have to squeeze like fuck. And you constantly fear that you are going to miss your stop when you are in the middle of the crowd. Haiz.

Secondly, when I'm on the train, people kept staring at me. It is as though I got something nasty on my face or I never zip my pants or what. I mean, why would you do that?? ): I never stared at any normal looking people in the train what? Unless I'm really weird looking all the time o.o

Thirdly, waiting for train and waiting for them to get to your destination is crazy. I really really hate waiting for buses and trains. It just waste my time when I can spend it on doing something meaningful in my life. lol.

Other than that, trains are cool yo! haha. And I like it when Singaporean actually reserve the seat for special group of people at the side of the rows of seat. You know,

Many people will be like "wtf? Singaporeans are selfish people! and I never see anyone actually bother about whether the seats is being reserved?!" yup yup. That is like during peak hours. But during non-peak hours, I actually see most of the reserved seats are empty. good good! (or I'm being optimistic).

As you know, things that are reserved are usually for important person or what. And yes, they are reserved for 4 big people.

The WISE MAN, (the elderly on the top left of the reserved seats, being the wise one because elderly lives long to know the world more. lol.)


The QUEEN, (the pregnant woman on the top right, being the queen because she helps us chuan zhong jie dai. lol. don't spell correctly not :/)


The PROTECTOR, (guy carry a baby on the bottom left, helps protect his child from getting hurt)


The HERO, (guy with bandages on leg on the bottom right, he probably got his leg injured in a war or by doing something big to help other people.)


And yeah, I'm done blogging. Reason for blogging this? I have no freaking idea. Thank you blog (:

FML

Dear Blog,

Today is a fucked up day as usual. I have work later and I'm falling sick soon. I really hate to work. Who love them? But I know that I need to work. Because without work, I have very little money. As I said before, my parents are poor, they do not earn as much money. I'm actually working to help them. lol.

And also, I have two homeworks to do. The problem is, one of the homework is to be done online, and you need to log in to do. I happen to forget my password and username. FML. The other one needs to be printed out to be done. I don't have printer at home, and at this time, I got no time to ask my friends to help me print. I got work later! TOTAL FML.

And and and, I have a japanese holiday assignment that I owe from the previous holiday break, I have yet to hand in - and will never be.

I, KC, want to accomplish so many things in life!!^^ hahaha.

Was thinking about a lot of things today. SO MANY THINGS. ):

for those how watch Asian drama. hahahahahahahahahaha!!

sleep slp

Arh.. Now is 1.43am in the morning and i am very tired. And yet, i cant fall asleep): . Tmr still need to wake up early, how??
Anyway, went back to JSS just now, and i was great!:D i got to meet many 4-4 people.^^ haha. It's been so long since I've seen them, really miss the secondary life):
Finish watching the drama, You're beautiful yesterday. It was awesome:D hahahahahaha.. Dunno what will I be watching next.
And thanks Hayati for her headphone!!:D hahahahahahaha! even though i dun think she will come here lol!!^^

guilty):

OKAY OKAY. This year i have been spending a lot! I kept wasting money doing and buying a lot of things. From buying shirts, shoes and bag, to dye-ing my hair, ARH! i wasted a lot of money): ): Mum, you should confiscate my ATM card for now. I am freaking guilty now.):

if you had been observing the night sky, you will realise that there are a lot of stars in the sky:D. How considerate are the stars, lighting up the night sky for the people who are feeling down...
right, melissssssssa? lol!