Thursdays

Dear Blog,

Have you ever fear of every thursday? Fear of that day to come because of something you need to do on that day, and you know you have to go through it every week? Cause I have. And its not always thursday. For me, its every thursday, friday, saturday and sunday.

My life is literally ruined my these days. All shall I say, half of the week. Yes yes, today is thursday, and I got work later. I fucking hate work now and I really want to quit ): I really want to end all this problem right now. But should I?

Friday, that is the day when people are celebrating, when people are the most happy among the weekdays. Why? Its TGIF baby! But for me, its another hell to go through. See, I got piano lesson on that day. Problem is, I never practice for piano for a very long time. Reason is, I got so many things to do. School, work, etc. ): And everytime I go to my piano lesson, I will always get scolded by my piano teacher. Haiz. I hate her ):

Furthermore, my piano examination are around the corners. And I have so many things to do along with it. How the hell can I continue living in this world? If I die now, will all my problems be gone? And will I go to a better place? I'm really really depressed right now.

I'm actually blogging in the morning because my brother is always using my laptop to play games in the night. So I do not have the chance to blog. Now its 6.54am, and I need to leave my house on 7am. Yeah, have to go now, bye.